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Chapter 436 - Family bust ups & Loose Women

"Why didn't you tell me you had a brother?" Penny asked Steven as she looked at him seriously. "I don't want to talk about him," Steven said as he looked away from her. "I don't want to talk about my family Penny," Steven whispered as he looked at her, "I just want to concentrate on my my real family, you, me and the kids."

"You OK Senorita?" Fernando asked as he looked at Lucy as she did her make up in the mirror. "Yeah I am good," Lucy said as she looked at him nervously. "Nah she isn't she just looked at herself in the mirror and got a fright," Sarah said laughing. "Hey," Lucy said as she looked at her, "actually I am doing a Loose Women special and I am replacing mum as the presenter." Fernando looked at her and kissed her. "Don't worry you will be just fine," Fernando said as he kissed her gently.

"I haven't seen Paul for a long time," Scott said as he looked at Jackie as she sat in the make up chair at the studios for Loose Women. "What did he do, do you reckon?" Jackie asked nosily. "I don't know, but I know Stevie won't forgive him for what he did," Scott said seriously, "only person who knows is Wayne." Jackie looked at him. "No Jacks, don't be nosey, its none of our business," Scott said as he looked at her seriously.

Tiegan looked at Stevie and pouted at him as he changed George's nappy. "Don't look at me like that Tiegan, you will understand when your older," Steven said as he blew a kiss on George's tummy. "Paul was my friend and you told him to fuck off," Tiegan said seriously as she looked at him. "Tiegan language," Steven said as he looked at her seriously. "You swear on the pitch," Tiegan snapped back. "I am bigger and uglier than you," Steven said seriously.

"Hello everyone and welcome to Loose Women," Lucy said nervously as she looked into the camera as her first programme was underway, "on the day where we are all getting over Christmas, we are joined by a cracker of a girl its Coleen Rooney, Scott Parker would certainly like to stuff her in more ways than one Jackie Ainsclough and who said Carra cant pull a cracker its Nicola Carragher."

"You should tell Penny Stevie," Wayne said as he looked at Stevie seriously. "Oh yeah, I really am going to bring up the slag that killed our daughter aren't I?" Steven asked as he looked at him shaking his head, "I mean how can I tell her? She would think I was still into Alex." Wayne looked at him nodding his head. "Are you?" Wayne asked seriously.

"So in the papers today it says men are getting more girly than girls," Lucy said as she looked at the girls, "so do you think thats true?" Coleen looked at her and giggled. "Wayne girly? Your having a laugh, he has the same swimming trucks for the last ten years," Coleen said girly, "but you Lucy you have a girly man!" Lucy looked at her and giggled. "You don't want to see the lotions and potions he puts on his face," Lucy said laughing, "and he knows what an Alice band is!"

"Of course it isn't true, I can't stand Alex, I hate her," Steven said as he went bright red in anger. "I just had to ask mate," Wayne said seriously. "I know, God why did Tiegan have to bump into him, I mean he is the last thing I need right now," Steven said as he sighed at his mate.

"So haven't you got a certain ring to show us," Jackie said as she looked at her excitedly. Lucy lifted her hand up and showed off the diamond ring on her ring finger. "Wow, Nando knows how to shop," Nicola said laughing, "so what is it like to be Mrs Torres to be?" Lucy laughed. "God I love Nando, I wish we could clone Nando," Jackie said sighing. "Like I say we all need a Nando," Lucy said giggling. "And he is sexy," Coleeen said giggling, "bet he is good in bed!"

"Mum why won't he forget it?" Paul asked as he looked at Julie as she handed him a cup of tea. "I don't know love, what were the kids like? Are they OK? Do they look like him?" Julie asked as she wanted to hear everything about their grandkids. "Tiegan is like him, even down to the frown," Paul said laughing, "Angel her twin I think looks like his wife, and I didnt see the new baby." Julie nodded. "I want to see them Paul," Julie said as she sighed, "I want to see my son and his babies, I am going to go and see Penny in the morning."

Chapter 437 - Mummy mummy.

"You sure your ok if I go training?" Steven asked as he looked into George's incubator as he played with his sons fingers. "Of course I will, I have George to keep me company and I have the twins," Penny said as she kissed her husband and looked at him. "I will be back as soon as I can OK?" steven said as he walked out blowing a kiss to George.

"Oh my god," Jackie said as she looked at a bridal magazine at the breakfast table. "What dress have you seen now?" Scott asked rolling his eyes. "Oh my God someone had a Disney wedding," Jackie said as she looked at him. "A what?" Scott asked in amazement, "thats a bit tacky isn't it?" Jackie looked at him open mouthed. "That is not tacky Scott Matthew Parker! Thats what we are going to have!" Jackie exclaimed seriously.

"Morning sir," Rio said as he came in carrying Angel. "Morning Rio, what is Angel doing here Rio?" Alex asked seriously as he turned round to see her. "Well boss, her mum has just been in a serious car accident, her sister has just died and her dad needs some space to think, I think the least we can do is put club rivalary aside and try and help dont you?" Rio asked as he put Angel down and winked at her. "Wheres Tiegan?" Ronaldo asked as he walked in, "with her dead sister." Wayne stood up. "YOU BETTER SHUT THE FUCK UP PAL!" Wayne exclaimed.

"Hi are you Penny?" Julie asked as she walked into the room and looked at her. "Yeah I am, sorry I cant look up and see who you are, I have broken my back," Penny said as she looked up at the ceiling. "Its ok love, its Julie here, Julie Gerrard," Julie whispered as she stopped by the incubator, "oh my god is this my grandson?"

"Gerrard you didn't have to come back so soon," Rafa said as he saw him walk in slowly. "I know boss, but I had to come in, I cant stay looking at her like that, just laying there looking up at the ceiling," Steven said as he sighed. "Well welcome back, take your time and go out to the field when your ready," Rafa said as he walked out. Steven opened his locker to find a note. "Daddy don't be sad when you see her picture, smile and she will smile down on you, I love you daddy, Love Angel, Tiegan and George, written by Uncle Nando!" Stevie smiled as he saw Nando standing there. "Thanks mate," Stevie said as he looked at him. "No problem, right then you ready for me to beat you at the sprint races?" Fernando asked as he looekd at him. "Beat me, in your dreams Nando," Steven said as he jogged out smiling.

"I was thinking Disney," Jackie said as she sat around the table with Coleen and the girls. "Disney?" Coleen asked confused as she looked at her confused. "Yes Disney, I am thinking me as Cinderella and then my bridesmaids you girls of course, as like the princesses so like Belle, Jasmine, Snow white," Jackie said excitedly. "Sounds good, what does Scott think?" Rebecca asked seriously. "He rolled his eyes and said thats lame," Jackie said sighing, "but don't worry I can get through to him, just give him lots of wild and passionate sex."

"Your grandson?" Penny asked confused. "I am Steven's mum," Julie said as she sat next to her. "Oh God I am so sorry, you meeting me like this, I look a mess," Penny said as she went bright red. "Don't worry yourself girl," Julie said seriously, "I bet Stevie didn't tell you about me." Penny was silent for a moment. "He doesn't talk about his family," Penny whispered slowly, "I have met his dad briefly, and his brother yesterday." Julie nodded. "Can I hold him please," Julie said as she looked longly at the cot.

"Of course," Penny said as Julie picked up George and held him in her arms. "God he is the splitting image of Stevie," Julie said as the tears started to roll down her cheeks. "Hey, don't cry, whats wrong?" Penny asked as she tried to turn and look at her. "I missed out on so much," Julie said sobbing, "my little boy is all grown up, he is married with three kids, tell me about them. Are they like him?" Penny smiled. "Tiegan is just like him down to the frown," Penny said giggling, "she is here getting me some lunch, you will see her in a bit." Julie nodded.

Tiegan walked in. "Mum they didn't have ham, so I bought the tuna and I bought myself a pasta salad but..." Tiegan started off. "... with no pepers because I don't like them," Julie finished off as she looked at her. "What you gawping at?" Tiegan asked as she looked at her up and down frowning. "TIEGAN," Penny said sternly, "don't talk to your grandma like that." Tiegan looked at her as Steven walked in from training. "WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?" Steven exclaimed furiously as he snatched George from Julie, "GET OUT! YOU MADE YOUR CHOICE IT WAS PAUL OVER ME!" Julie looked at him tears rolling down her cheeks. "Stevie please," Julie cried.

Chapter 438 - Secrets & Lies

"Stevie please," Julie cried as the the tears rolled down her face. "Mum no you hurt me, you chose Paul over me, what he did was wrong," Steven said coldly as he he rocked George gently as Tiegan looked at him. "Dad don't be rude," Tiegan said in a mocking voice to him. "TIEGAN SHUT UP WILL YOU," Steven shouted at her as he turned and looked at her.

Tiegan stormed out swearing as she did. "Steven George Gerrard," Penny said as she looked at him, "don't you take out your anger on our daughter, for some reason your angry and that is OK, but if you don't talk about it, you won't ever get rid of it." Steven looked at her. "I am more than angry," Steven said through slited eyes, "I am fucking livid, mum you come in here talking to my wife, holding my son, when all you needed was to listen to me, but no you took Paul's side."

"I didn't know what to do son," Julie said as she started to cry, "Do? I walked in to find my brother fucking my girlfriend," Steven shouted at her, "not flirting with her not even kissing her, it was like a porno movie and you didn't know what to do? I don't trust Paul near me, my wife or my kids." Penny gasped as she heard the truth,

"These past two years have been hell for me, I wanted to turn to my mum and my brother and Mandy but no I had no one to turn too in my family," Steven said as he sat down and took Penny's hand, "my daughter Jasmine was born with severe disablities, some nights I got no sleep, I had to hold her all night to stop her chocking on her own vomit, I got Alex pregnant I have another son Jack , I have nearly just lost my whole family in a car accident, my daughter has just died and your telling me your hurting, what about me mum, I am fucking hurting so badly, but I can't hurt because I am fucking Steven fucking Gerrard and I can't have a bad game for club or courntry without being on the back pages of the newspapers." Julie put her arms around him and hugged him.

"Buts its not just that mum, its not just about Paul and Alex, its the lies, you told Mandy yet about her baby?" Steven asked seriously. Julie shook her head. "See, your a liar, your a coward, now I don't like Mandy, shes cow, shes a whore, can see why Alex got on so well with her, but she deserves the truth," steven said seriously, "I want you to go now, I want you to leave me and my family alone, I don't need you or Paul messing me about, I have everything I have right here, my wife and my kids," Steven said as he kissed Penny's hand gently.

"Steven please," Julie begged him crying, "I am sorry about the past, I did what I thought was best." Stevie shook his head. "No mum, you did what was best for you and Paul, you know Alex did this, look at my fucking wife, I wish I had never met her but because of you and your affair with that thing, you bought her into my life, you killed my daughter, you killed her," Steven said as he got so angry he pushed her out the door hard. "GET OUT, JUST GET OUT!" Steven slumped down on the floor and shook as the tears rolled down his cheek. "Stevie," Fernando said as he walked in carrying Tiegan.

Jackie was on the bed resting when Scott was in the shower. The doorbell rang and scott got out wearing his Newcastle towel and walked towards the door and opened it. "Hello Scotty," he said as he looked at him smiling, "you going to say hello to your big brother or are you getting up to trouble with some blonde busty woman?"

Chapter 439 - When your not strong, I'll be friend, I'll help you carry on.

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"Fernando, I don't know what to do anymore, I can't cope," Steven said as he looked at him tears rolling down his face. "Stevie," Penny said as she pulled back the covers. "Penny don't you move," Fernando said sternly, "you need to rest, I will look after him." Fernando offered his hand smiling. "How about a strong coffee?" Fernando asked as she looked at him. Stevie nodded at him as he walked out.

"I thought I told you to stay away from me," Scott whispered so Jackie didn't hear him. "I need your help," Joel said as he smiled at him. "What with? Mugging an old lady? Beating up your girlfriend? You don't need my help," Scott said through slitted eyes. "I am clean now, I am a good boy," Joel said seriously. "Fuck off," Scott said laughing sarcastically, "you and dad will never be clean, whats worse is you nearly bought me down to your level."

"Mummy whats wrong with daddy?" Tiegan asked as she got into the bed next to him. "Your daddy is a bit sad because of Jasmine and because of your uncle Paul and your grandma Julie," Penny whispered as she kissed her head. "Shall I hit them mummy?" Tiegan asked as she looked down sadly. "No dear, I tell you what you can do for me," Penny said as she looked at her. "What mummy?" Tiegan asked as she looked at her. "You give daddy a big hug and kiss when you see him," Penny said as she wiped her eyes. "Mummy don't cry, I dont like my mummy or daddy sad, Tiegan will give daddy a big cuddle and make it all better," Tiegan said as she wiped her mums eyes.

"Uncle Rio can we go shopping now?" Angel asked as Rio put her on his shoulders as he pushed Lornez in the pushchair. Rio smiled up at her. "We can, what do you want to buy, Uncle Rio's treat," Rio said as he smiled at her. "I want to buy some flowers," Angel said as she kissed his head. "Have you got a crush?" Rio asked giggling. "No uncle Rio, you buy flowers for graves I want to buy Violet and Jasmine some flowers, because now they are on their fluffy cloud, they might not get any more prestents," Angel said sadly. "I tell you what, why don't we buy them a big teddy," Rio said as he looked at her.

"Since I was little I was like the black sheep of the family, always doing something wrong," Steven said as he looked at Nando as he poured surgar into his coffee, "that is some sugar you have in your coffee in England sugar is bad for your teeth." Fernando looked at him and shook his head as he gave it to him. "Continue," Fernando said as he looked at him seriously and then giggled as Stevie coughed as he took the coffee. "But I was good comared to Mandy," Steven said as he looked at him seriously. "Mandy?" Fernando asked seriously. "My rather dilusional slutty sister," Stevie said as he stirred his coffee.

"I like that teddy Uncle Rio," Angel said as she picked up a big pink rabbit teddy. "Oh thats lovely, I bet Jasmine will love it," Rio said as he kissed her head. "Do you still miss Violet, Uncle Rio?" Angel asked as she looked at him as she stroked the ear of the rabbit. "I miss her everyday, and you are allowed to miss her, but she is always with you, just look up to the sky and there she is looking down on us," Rio said as he looked at her seriously.

"What happened with you and your brother?" Fernando asked as he took a mouthful of the chocolate cake. "I looked up to him, I idolised him, I used to run out the house and get stuck in with him and his friends, playing football," Steven said laughing at the memory, "it didn't matter I was what four years younger, didn't matter that I was getting tackled off the estate, I was with my big brother learning from him." Fernando looked at him and nodded. "Then what happened?" Stevie looked at him. "He fucked my girl," Steven said as he looked at him.

"Wayne," Jackie said as she cried down the phone to him. "Jacks whats wrong?" Wayne asked worriedly. "Its Scott," Jackie asked as she cried. "Whats wrong with scott, is he ill, has been in an accident?" Wayne asked worriedly. "No Wayne, he was really moody with me, and stormed out, I don't he loves me anymore," Jackie said as she cried down the phone. "Oh jackie of course he does, he is crazy about you and your going to have his baby," Wayne said seriously, "do you want me to come to yours?" Jackie nodded as she cried. "Yes please, I need my big brother," Jackie said as she cried loudly.

"Jasmine," Angel said as she stood beside her grave and took Rios hand for support, "I love you my little sister, I am sorry I was arguing with Tiegan over daddy, I bought you this teddy its a late christmas present." Angel placed the teddy down next to the grave. "If your scared you dont need to worry Jazzy, you will be OK, because your big auntie violet will look after you, wont she uncle Rio?" Angel asked as she looked at her uncle as he held Lorenz tighter to him. "She sure will," Rio said as he looked up at the sky, "hey Violet, I am your daddy and this is your little brother Lorenz, I always wonder who you look like, who you would be like, I bet your like your mother, gorgeous and beautiful in everyway." Rio started to sob uncontrollably.

"He did what?" Fernando exclaimed loudly, shocked. "He fucked my girl, not a shag, not sex, not making love, it was like a porn movie," Steven said as he looked at him cold and seriously, "thing is I loved Alex back then, no one could of taken her away from me, she was my girl, funny, cute, sexy, I wanted to wait, make it special, candels, chocolate shit like that." Fernando looked at him and smiled. "Its not shit Stevie, its romantic," Fernando said seriously. "After that even though i forgave her, it was never the same, my mum took Pauls side, said it was a mistake, he was fucking twenty, he knows right from wrong," Steven said seriously, "then mum lied to Mandy and that was it for me."

"So why we are here?" Scott asked as he looked at Joel seriously. "This is Ben's gravestone, the lad you killed," Joel said as he looked at him. "WHAT?" Scott shouted at him. "You told me he was OK," Scott said as he started to hyperventalite, "you told me he was OK!" Joel looked at him and laughed. "You tried to act so bad," Joel said laughing, "you were never a parker."

"Uncle Rio, don't cry, please don't cry," Angel said as she ran to him, "Violet wouldn't want you sad." Rio smiled at her and kissed her. "Your a good girl," Rio said smiling. "I know I am, I am daddies good girl," Angel said smiling, "shall we go and get some food?" Rio stood up and smiled at her. "You know the way to Uncle rio's heart dont you?" Rio asked laughing.