Chapter 439 - When your not strong, I'll be friend, I'll help you carry on.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8X5_XsFtXtw"Fernando, I don't know what to do anymore, I can't cope," Steven said as he looked at him tears rolling down his face. "Stevie," Penny said as she pulled back the covers. "Penny don't you move," Fernando said sternly, "you need to rest, I will look after him." Fernando offered his hand smiling. "How about a strong coffee?" Fernando asked as she looked at him. Stevie nodded at him as he walked out.
"I thought I told you to stay away from me," Scott whispered so Jackie didn't hear him. "I need your help," Joel said as he smiled at him. "What with? Mugging an old lady? Beating up your girlfriend? You don't need my help," Scott said through slitted eyes. "I am clean now, I am a good boy," Joel said seriously. "Fuck off," Scott said laughing sarcastically, "you and dad will never be clean, whats worse is you nearly bought me down to your level."
"Mummy whats wrong with daddy?" Tiegan asked as she got into the bed next to him. "Your daddy is a bit sad because of Jasmine and because of your uncle Paul and your grandma Julie," Penny whispered as she kissed her head. "Shall I hit them mummy?" Tiegan asked as she looked down sadly. "No dear, I tell you what you can do for me," Penny said as she looked at her. "What mummy?" Tiegan asked as she looked at her. "You give daddy a big hug and kiss when you see him," Penny said as she wiped her eyes. "Mummy don't cry, I dont like my mummy or daddy sad, Tiegan will give daddy a big cuddle and make it all better," Tiegan said as she wiped her mums eyes.
"Uncle Rio can we go shopping now?" Angel asked as Rio put her on his shoulders as he pushed Lornez in the pushchair. Rio smiled up at her. "We can, what do you want to buy, Uncle Rio's treat," Rio said as he smiled at her. "I want to buy some flowers," Angel said as she kissed his head. "Have you got a crush?" Rio asked giggling. "No uncle Rio, you buy flowers for graves I want to buy Violet and Jasmine some flowers, because now they are on their fluffy cloud, they might not get any more prestents," Angel said sadly. "I tell you what, why don't we buy them a big teddy," Rio said as he looked at her.
"Since I was little I was like the black sheep of the family, always doing something wrong," Steven said as he looked at Nando as he poured surgar into his coffee, "that is some sugar you have in your coffee in England sugar is bad for your teeth." Fernando looked at him and shook his head as he gave it to him. "Continue," Fernando said as he looked at him seriously and then giggled as Stevie coughed as he took the coffee. "But I was good comared to Mandy," Steven said as he looked at him seriously. "Mandy?" Fernando asked seriously. "My rather dilusional slutty sister," Stevie said as he stirred his coffee.
"I like that teddy Uncle Rio," Angel said as she picked up a big pink rabbit teddy. "Oh thats lovely, I bet Jasmine will love it," Rio said as he kissed her head. "Do you still miss Violet, Uncle Rio?" Angel asked as she looked at him as she stroked the ear of the rabbit. "I miss her everyday, and you are allowed to miss her, but she is always with you, just look up to the sky and there she is looking down on us," Rio said as he looked at her seriously.
"What happened with you and your brother?" Fernando asked as he took a mouthful of the chocolate cake. "I looked up to him, I idolised him, I used to run out the house and get stuck in with him and his friends, playing football," Steven said laughing at the memory, "it didn't matter I was what four years younger, didn't matter that I was getting tackled off the estate, I was with my big brother learning from him." Fernando looked at him and nodded. "Then what happened?" Stevie looked at him. "He fucked my girl," Steven said as he looked at him.
"Wayne," Jackie said as she cried down the phone to him. "Jacks whats wrong?" Wayne asked worriedly. "Its Scott," Jackie asked as she cried. "Whats wrong with scott, is he ill, has been in an accident?" Wayne asked worriedly. "No Wayne, he was really moody with me, and stormed out, I don't he loves me anymore," Jackie said as she cried down the phone. "Oh jackie of course he does, he is crazy about you and your going to have his baby," Wayne said seriously, "do you want me to come to yours?" Jackie nodded as she cried. "Yes please, I need my big brother," Jackie said as she cried loudly.
"Jasmine," Angel said as she stood beside her grave and took Rios hand for support, "I love you my little sister, I am sorry I was arguing with Tiegan over daddy, I bought you this teddy its a late christmas present." Angel placed the teddy down next to the grave. "If your scared you dont need to worry Jazzy, you will be OK, because your big auntie violet will look after you, wont she uncle Rio?" Angel asked as she looked at her uncle as he held Lorenz tighter to him. "She sure will," Rio said as he looked up at the sky, "hey Violet, I am your daddy and this is your little brother Lorenz, I always wonder who you look like, who you would be like, I bet your like your mother, gorgeous and beautiful in everyway." Rio started to sob uncontrollably.
"He did what?" Fernando exclaimed loudly, shocked. "He fucked my girl, not a shag, not sex, not making love, it was like a porn movie," Steven said as he looked at him cold and seriously, "thing is I loved Alex back then, no one could of taken her away from me, she was my girl, funny, cute, sexy, I wanted to wait, make it special, candels, chocolate shit like that." Fernando looked at him and smiled. "Its not shit Stevie, its romantic," Fernando said seriously. "After that even though i forgave her, it was never the same, my mum took Pauls side, said it was a mistake, he was fucking twenty, he knows right from wrong," Steven said seriously, "then mum lied to Mandy and that was it for me."
"So why we are here?" Scott asked as he looked at Joel seriously. "This is Ben's gravestone, the lad you killed," Joel said as he looked at him. "WHAT?" Scott shouted at him. "You told me he was OK," Scott said as he started to hyperventalite, "you told me he was OK!" Joel looked at him and laughed. "You tried to act so bad," Joel said laughing, "you were never a parker."
"Uncle Rio, don't cry, please don't cry," Angel said as she ran to him, "Violet wouldn't want you sad." Rio smiled at her and kissed her. "Your a good girl," Rio said smiling. "I know I am, I am daddies good girl," Angel said smiling, "shall we go and get some food?" Rio stood up and smiled at her. "You know the way to Uncle rio's heart dont you?" Rio asked laughing.
